Confessions

welllll since it is 6:26AM on a Sunday morning, why not?

1.) I went to the tanning bed. I know. I know. I gave in to the social demands of being a bride and wearing a white dress. Ugh. I really did feel guilty though. and I got what I deserved. I got suckered into buying a package and lotion and the worst part? I woke up in the middle of the night last night and stumbled my way to the bathroom. I flipped on the light and stood in UTTER shock. I look like a fried lobster. and the back of my legs itch SO bad.

2.) I may or may not have LIED to the Target worker when he said on Monday, "Hey, haven't you already been in here like THREE times today?" "Me? No way man. I must have a look-alike twin or something." To my credit, I had to return something, then realized I had forgotten what I had exchanged and then I had to buzz in after work to get a few last minute-things for Valentine's day.

3.) I have had Starbuck's EVERY single day this last week. Like Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and yep. probably will today. I don't know what's up with me. My latest favorite is a skinny vanilla latte. For something who HATED anything coffee up until a month ago. This is big, my friends. and I'm not sure how I feel about it.

4.) I used to watch Grey's Anatomy when it first came out. I stopped for some reason. This week I found myself watching some re-runs. I now remember why I don't watch it anymore. I cry EVERY single time. The episode with the morbidly obese man who has the pregnant wife? I bawl like a baby.

5.) Last night my parents had some friends over (well, Jen and Trav and baby Ford, too) to do some wine tasting for the wedding. Is it bad that I couldn't CARE LESS and didn't even try a sip of any of the wines? Like really? dry and oaky mean NOTHING to me. I'll admit it. I just don't care. :) cake tasting? now that's my cup of tea :)

6.) Sometimes I feel like part of the deal for having faith in God is that he is supposed to make my life stress-free and happy :) I am in the middle of what seems to be a CRISIS in my little perfect world. Where the heck are ya, God?? I am not supposed to feel sad or depressed or like I don't know what to do!

like I said, my confessions.

:)